For whatever reason I can not make myself get this day going.
I have a few hunches at the reason(s) for possibly trying to prolong this day, or avoid it coming to be at all....
One, it is quite possibly my last day of "summer" without too many official work responsibilities...so I don't want to muddle it with things I must do...
Two, it will be a hard evening for friends I love tremendously. And to top it off, I don't really have anyway to help or make it easier. My prayer is that more hurt does not ensue after the dust settles for them tonight....
Three, I have a very important meeting with my boss from church tonight. I am unsettled about the subject matter we will be discussing, my future. The meeting is in four hours, and the thought of it brings tears to my eyes. I don't want to cry in this meeting.....I don't have answers for the questions he will ask me.
It is a Monday.....one where I wish I was not an adult.
Ugh.
Monday, August 07, 2006
A big day for me...
Posted by Ashlee Liddell at 12:04 PM
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Oh yes....Mondays are not fun sometimes. When you're in the middle of something un-fun, you can say "at least it's part of the way over now," like right now-- we are halfway to Tuesday.
In fact, I say it's not 2pm on Monday, it's -8:00 on Tuesday.
Yep, I understand completely...I rarely have very bad Mondays, but today has not been the best and tonight looks to be just as promising.
Now where did I put that gun....
don't leave me hanging, sister. how did it go? what's the status on the situation we discussed last week? let's chat again soon. love you!
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