Do you ever just feel picked on?
I am having a really hard time putting to words some of the emotions that have been rolling around in my heart and head for the past month or so, but today, the very best way I can describe it is feeling like I am being picked on.
By who? Good question.
About what? Yet again, good question.
I can't answer either one. Perhaps that is why this emotional state is driving me crazy.......
Help! Can anyone even remotely relate?
3 comments:
Yes I can. I don't know if I mentioned this on your blog before, but I had to laugh one time when I was feeling SO picked on by some anonymous pervasive string of events that as I was walking up to my building at work, a strong breeze brushed me, and I thought "the winds of adversity...!" very seriously, and Eyore-style. Then I realized that maybe my attitude was contributing to my perceived string-of-events...
Lisa, I am sure MY attitude has NOTHING to do with this feeling......but thanks for sharing!!!!! ;)
I think I remember this time you are speaking of.....
I was going to write a post about you, but thought perhaps I should get your okay first.....
When is the last time you had a REALLY good cry?
You know the kind where you are alone and you can be as loud as you want. Then when you are done. You have someone meet you for coffee or a big ice cream sundae. And a hug. That person has to be an encourager.
Sometimes I just have to cry. I don't know why. I just have to totally get all the emotions out. I don't know why I am upset or who I am upset with. And if asked I could come up with RIDICULOUS reasons. BUT when it comes down to it. I just need to wail and sob.
Maybe this is it?
If it is and you need help getting the cry 'on'. I know there is a sermon that you could listen too. It will get you going.At least it got me going .
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