Is He a God of details?

There is a bit of turmoil in my life right now.

Most of it is self-inflicted, so don't feel sorry for me or wonder what is going on....

Recently I have been wondering if I am making God into Someone He is not....am I waiting for Him to speak specifically about something He is not going to speak to? Or is my intimate relationship with Him one that will grant me answers to the specifics I bring before Him?

Don't quote me Scripture and tell me this story and that....because I can do it too. The truth of the matter is that we can turn Scripture into whatever we want....intentionally or not, sometimes we just plain manipulate Truth (or let others manipulate it for us).

Oh Lord, my heart earnestly seeks You. I want to know, with Your peace and certainty, what I am supposed to do. You have given me this certainty so many other times in my life, and I am begging that You will speak with the same clarity now.

Let there be no doubt, no hesistancy, no fear in whatever You are calling me to do.

And to You alone will the glory be given....