I have been having a bit of a self-pity party this month, and I didn't really realize it until today.
I could listen several legitimate reasons for my weariness, but that is not the reason for this post.
I worship in a church that "gets it." We make mistakes, but we admit them. We aren't trying to meet the needs of everyone, just those God places in our path and those who don't know Jesus in our community. A place where the parking lot can be used for a Farmer's Market, a Fishing Expo, or a youth rally.
I serve with men who protect me, and even provide for me. They celebrate my strengths, and endure my weaknesses (why I need a labelmaker they will never understand, but they agree!)...
You know, the thing that opened my eyes up tonight was realizing that I am the most genuine, the most open and honest, more than just one place. Before I used to only be able to say that about home group, but now I can see how much I let my guard down at staff meetings and other conversations with the guys....
Oh, how my heart breaks knowing that this is not what Church affords for all those who seek it as they walk through the doors of a church.....
Lord, heal the wounds of those who have been hurt by church......
Thursday, November 16, 2006
Some things for rejuvenation....
Posted by Ashlee Liddell at 10:44 PM
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2 comments:
Wow, that sounds awesome. I don't think I've found a place where I can let my guard down yet. I hope I find it soon. That would be so liberating.
Hey Ashlee,
I appreciate your honesty about feeling tired. It's understandable with your schedule! But the work you do really amazes me. It sounds like God is really there, in both places.
The way you describe the dynamics of your staff at church sounds really great-- very supportive, and a place where God is given the room and freedom to work.
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