Whoa.

Sometimes I wonder what God is doing.

And lately I am constantly wondering why He is including me.

Don't get me wrong, I am willing (and most days thrilled beyond belief)...it's just that I feel more inadequate now than ever before. And I don't mean inadequate as in, someone please boost my self-esteem....just way out of my league. WAY out of my league.

But then I wonder if this is what it is always supposed to feel like....

Is this what faith feels like?

Tomorrow over 4500 brocheres advertising our Upward soccer league are being sent home through five different school districts surrounding our church.

4500.

Within 24 hours of the brocheres being delivered to my doorstep, four volunteers bundled them into groups of 20ish (depending on school), loaded them into someone's car, and they will be dropped off at their appropriate schools.

This is the kind of thing that reminds me this is so much bigger than me. Only God could orchestrate details that perfectly....only God.